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Name: Xiaolu, Amelia
Birthday: 7/27/1985
Gender: Female
Interests: i have melted into the summer of music~
for my soul wants to fly beneath the wings of its melody
Occupation: Student
Industry: Other
Message: message me
AIM:  amoebazaxl
Member Since:
5/17/2003
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| Yesterday was perhaps the weirdest day, I went from feeling happy to
feeling like the most upset person in the world, and by the evening I
have become so depressed that I didn't know what can really help me
carry on. Then a few hours later I became the happiest person on the
planet, and right before bed time I suddenly became sad again.
Now, I am not bi-polar. All this emotion-change was due to one person.
Funny how much one single person can affect you in a day isn't it?
Something is clearly bothering him, I don't need to know what, he
doesn't know what is bothering me either. But we both know that we were
both upset yesterday, and after he asked me to feel better, all I could
say was that I will be there when he needs someone to talk to. At the
end of the day, we both (still) don't know.
I can feel something good happening, but it's coming out of something
bad, can't explain it, but I mean it. From yesterday, I can see that
nothing will be exactly the same. But I know that one thing didn't
change, and that is how I feel about this person who made yesterday a
day I can't decide whether to love or hate.
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| Hello people!! I am back!  It has been a while, I know. I am now back in BU, safe and sound 
ohhh it feels sooo nice to be back. I was first greeted by NY
immigration officers in uniform (it was a 2 hour wait in line before
they looked at my documents to make sure I am making a legal entry  ) but it was all worth-it, Kate was right there beside baggage claim waiting for me 
ohhhhh so nice to see Kate (she has a boyfriend now, so you stalkers
from the sth library, beware! you now have to answer to two people
before hitting on Miss Kate) Friendly's with Kate was great, I did make
her cry indirectly by putting on a sad romance movie-- makes me recall
those friday sob movie fests, how much I'm gonna miss those, Kate does
not live here anymore  . But she still lives on aim, checking my away messages constantly, sooo ABOUT escaping Kate-- negative  just kidding!
Things are going really well here I think, I still hang out with
Manny a lot, shopping and what not. Jim and I are doing well in terms
of attempting to understand each other, in fact, I think we are much
closer now . My new friend Liz and I are buddies, we both like to watch men dive and are fans of swimmers~ don't ask  .
Cristina is really sweet, she lives in the single that Kate used to
live in, we talk a lot. I also got to know this girl Deb from my psych
class, both of them are freshmen. So I got to know lots of new people
this year, but really, nothing beats seeing old friends. Paul is
adorable as usual,
and oh Zeus, I think I got enough of Iggy for the time being lol. Kevin
is still Kevin haha, coming to visit me while getting late-night. Nick
is still funny as usual, and there are a bunch of people who I know
will always be there  . And (I think
only Kate knows), Mr. A and I are getting along, I really hope that we
can become better friends. Other than that, I have been getting
along really well with my suitemates, we've decorated the bathroom and
now it looks like a red paradise, yes red, even the sponges are
red. There's a bathroom scale, different kinds of sponges,
thousands of cleaners, almost all red...... I think two new MIT
frat guys live across me this year... one ash-brown hair, his roommate
is blond, oh I'm not spying guys... what can I do? not turn my head to
the window?
Then there's my obsession with Law and Order SVU, oh yaa, I have the
last two episodes left of the first season, (finished season 5 in may).
They have been my bed-time stories for the past week, and of course, I
put its music on in the background when I'm not doing much (well with
these classes I guess that won't be happening much).
So classes are going pretty well. PH300 and PH310 will make my semester
nothing less than excessively philosophical. PS101 and WR150 will do
the trick in terms of keeping me away from shopping for a while.
I think I've got a good mixture. Yes, I was initially in both core
curriculums. Then I dropped, here's why. There is core humanities and
core social sciences. They satisfy humanities, math, writing, and
social science credits, but if I were to take them all that means I
have to dedicate half a semester for a while year = 4 spaces in total
from my schedule. My double major in philosophy and psychology
covers my humanities (duh) credits, social science, and math credits--
all I need is a writing credit, so all I need to take is WR150, one
class instead of four classes... the core is fun, and I know humanities
will pull up my gpa, but I would be kinda wasting money, in a way, I
mean, if my major covers those credits, won't I be paying for 3 extra
classes if I stuck with the core? So I dropped them, I'll miss my
front-row core people  ,
Liz, Paul, (I forgot his name), Stella, Matt etc. But I'll see you
around~ So many people dropped core too though, guess I'm not the only
one 
Alright, I didn't upgrade for a month so I wrote a book. Thanks
for reading... those who did. If you got till this point, probably I am
important to ya
luv ya guys~ peace
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